Saturday, February 27, 2016

The Eye of Compassion - Part 1

In depictions of some ancient deities, the hand of the deity has an eye in it. This can symbolize an indication of clarity, compassion for the sentient nature of living beings and psychic sight.

On a spiritual and symbolic level, all people at one point have these eyes, on their hands and of course we have the more commonly known third eye, in the middle of the forehead. How does a person lose this sight? There are many ways, and in this work, I will discuss just one.

In the energetic, karmic and symbolic senses, killing one or more people obscures the sight and psychic abilities of a person, and the karma of this situation must be handled in a sincere manner.

On the other side of this, a person might have the vision from the eye in their hands or their third eye obscured because they were killed, in a past life or lives, either by being persecuted for the sight and abilities they had, or for other reasons.

This is a common occurrence that other clairvoyant and clairsentient type practitioners notice in many clients. If a person has a hard time with meditations or practices that strengthen clarity and intuition and other similar strengths, the conclusion can often be drawn that they need assistance from a practitioner of high integrity and who is very skilled to release from the cycle of negative acts and all kinds of harm.

There is a saying that goes: harm nobody, and do as ye will. These are words to live by, if you understand the cause and effect, in other words, the karmic implications of living in the world we live in. In order to be truly free, we free ourselves from all karmic debt and we live that way as a rule. It is not always easy to do just that.

In one case, the method that this particular practitioner used could be called a type of energetic surgery. This  needs to happen when a person, or an ancestor of this person who is present but possibly unknown, and is hanging around the client, has blood on his or her hands, from killing another person. That blood obscures, dirties and muddies the sight of clarity that the eye in the hand, or third eye, symbolizes.

In order to clear that energy, the practitioner must call upon angels and guides that will assist with the clearing and use whatever tools she has to create a cleansing around the person that will facilitate more inner cleansing after the ritual takes place. 

After this energetic and spiritual surgery, to which the client responded well, it is possible to could see a relief in the aura and in the physical body. At times the client responds with a giddy, uplifted mood upon finishing the initial ceremony. There are tangible results due to the spiritual intervention, not unlike intercessory prayers, only the prayers need not be in a Christian format, or in the format of what any organized religion calls for.

Intercessory prayer is not owned by any religious group. It is in fact the kind of prayer that many individuals or groups may call for in cases where angels and guides may intercede, called on by any number of kinds of spiritual and even mostly secular practitioners in order to assist a person who has been suffering.

At times it is necessary for the whole lineage of a client to be cleared, due to the fact that the blood from the heavy karmic act was from an ancestor or ancestors who are hanging around the aura of the client. Intentions and prayers and focus must be applied, along with consent and willingness of the client needing the clearing.

End of Part 1

Friday, February 19, 2016

self and the mirrors. part 3.

Part 3

Now that I have shared the exercise about how to proceed when you feel a glimmering
of recognition or of divinity or a connection that intrigues you, it is time to explore the next phase, which, if you are at all like me, can be a complicated one.

Accepting that with each person, you mirror different parts of your self and they reflect too, means at some point it is great if you can discern what the main ingredients are in the dynamic.

For example, let's say you have decided to pull a person closer into your space.

Let's say you like their energy and wish for them to like you, to pay attention to you and you want to pay attention to them. This can be a result of a romantic or strictly friend type attraction, but you know that there is an attraction.

I know what it feels like to sense that I crossed paths with a person in a cosmically magical time for us. We are both open to meet, we want to learn what the other person is teaching, both on purpose and by default, since we have lessons we teach and learn that are born of intention or just personality and habit. If your boundaries are clear, and your desires are clear to you, this phase can last a very long time without too much confusion or too many problems.

If you are a bit unclear what you want from them, or what they want from you, this is a very hard phase. For some, it is easy to dismiss connections with people, they function from a place of confidence and feel that when it is right, it is easy, so when it becomes challenging, they get out of the situation, sometimes graciously, sometimes abruptly and harshly.

When they are not functioning from a place of confidence, they will more likely leave the other person feeling unresolved, and essentially dissed. Sometimes, there is no right or easy way to leave another person. Maybe you left or were left behind because one of you grew out of the dynamic, and felt there was no more to learn or get from the situation.

When a person grows out of the dynamic, and you are the person left behind, left in their dust, so to speak, it is very easy to blame yourself, or blame them, since it can be hurtful to be in that position. If you are hurt by a person leaving, whether it is a long term friend, an acquaintance, a family member who decides to pull away, or a marriage partner, you will need time to heal from this.

We do not generally know how long it will take to be fully healed from the separation, for each person, it is different situation. I suggest keeping a journal, getting counseling, and doing all kinds of really kind and loving things for yourself. Treat yourself gently and with great care. No matter if the split seems like a small one to other people you know, give yourself plenty of time and space.







Monday, February 15, 2016

Part 2. Relationship to self and the mirrors

At times, there seems to be an arbitrary nature to the trappings of being in a body and living with the ups and downs of our lives. I call it arbitrary because there is no universally agreed upon way to adapt to being alive that allows one to know how to make certain decisions about important matters that arise. In other words, we often do not know how to proceed, in the various areas we are to move through, such as friendships, and all manner of all other relationships.

In Part 1, I pose the question, after you notice a mirror, or the glimmering divine reflection in a person, it can be hard to see them fully, because you might put them on a pedestal. Some folks can see this divine reflection in themselves and it is not narcissistic, unless the person thinks they are the only one around who can reflect divinity.

In younger years, I searched for that piece of divinity in people and whether I projected it onto them, or actually found it I will never know. Now, I take for granted that we are all part of a bigger spiritual tapestry and I do not have to search, I just know and I just see.

So, upon seeing this glimmer, do you push the person away or do you pull them closer? I like to use a very simple exercise around this question that is based on honest, intuitive answers that come straight from you. There are 3 questions to ask your self and if you answer them with brutal honesty, to yourself, you will have your conclusion.

1. How do I feel before I see this person or talk to them?

(Am I anxious, excited, uneasy, happy, nervous, thrilled, expectant, hopeful and etc.?
Be totally real to yourself about it if you want your answer to be genuine)

2. How do I feel during the visit or the time we are together, talking or in person?

(Am I frustrated, clear, calm, angry, repressed, frantic, loving, caring, nurturing etc. ?)

3. Finally, how do I feel after seeing them or talking to them?

(Am I relieved? Am I sad that the visit or time is over? Am I full of longing? No wrong answer to these questions, just notice what is happening for you)

I find it is best to have more than 1 or 2 visits with the person or I try to spend enough time to really find out, if I am unsure. I also find that some situations take almost no reflection to determine you do not want then in your life or in your personal space.

Trust yourself in those cases and have good boundaries. Being clear about boundaries with others is a practice that is at the very top of the list of  important self care tasks we all need to do, to feel safe, good and clear.

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Relationship to the Self, and the Mirrors- Part 1

Today I will share stories, based on real life, designed for anyone interested in healing, light work, dreaming as an art, facilitating well being, and so on in similar genres.

At certain phases in my life, I had experiences that led me to feel with great certainty that the awareness of myself as a human was a trick of the mind and of conditioning. The sense of self
as an unlimited, ever expanding being that has come to incarnate on earth for many reasons has at times been blaring into my consciousness.

I feel now is the time to share the greatness of loving and understanding the connection that the brief individual dream of being has to the greater cosmic understanding of consciousness.

What does this feel like? Can anyone feel it? Is it blissful? Are there problems with these experiences?

I cannot truly say if every one can feel what I have felt. The sense of my actions, words and presence as small parts played in a drama that connects all of humanity on a greater plane of existence is a sense I have often hid, denied and brushed aside in order to play along with much more shallow modes of walking in the world.

Authentically, I believe all sentient beings are fragmented parts that make up a whole outside of the space and time limitations we seem to have on earth. I have felt, in a profound way, that the hurting of and the healing of any part of me, is recorded in some kind of akashic or other stellar formation.

I felt that until all beings reach the desire to see their individual healing as a necessary part of the greater and bigger earth healing, we will be stuck in cycles of pain, drama, fragmentation and so on until we wake up to how life can truly serve love, and life that serves love is a blissful, deep, exciting situation.

In certain states of mind that are hard to name and only sometimes discussed,  I have found an intense revelation type feeling when I am out interacting with other beings. I feel that my role in their process and their role in my process forms a sacred mirror.

Lots of people discuss that idea that we mirror each other with our intentions and vibrations and that there is a hierarchy of low to high vibrations and a range of positive to negative intentions that are passed back and forth.

This is essentially what the human experience is like for us, most of the time. Some folks like to name this, they write songs about it, they paint and draw about it. Or they go deep into meditations about it. There is ecstatic energy that can come forth in connection to the seeing of the mirrors, it may even relate to the kundalini type awakening that gets talked about and written about.

I share this with you so that if you have feeling of deep recognition in your life as you are moving through the cosmic energies, you will not discredit what you are feeling and noticing. Noticing who you are drawn to and who is magnetically drawn to you is a big part of waking up to this underlying nature that we have, connecting all of humanity.

In a Purification or Sweat lodge, we often say "To all my relations" as a prayer. We say this because on the atomic, the molecular level, we are related to all that cycles around our universe. We are part of the archetypal forces that make up the stars as carbon based life forms, we are connected to plant and animal realms for our survival and so on.

When we find a mirror that hurts, or drains us, we may have to sort through the sediment of intentions and vibrations inside ourselves that drew up an agreement to cross paths with this being. Almost all of us can see some glimmering recognition that brings us into harmony with another person.

However, there are so many other metaphysical layers present, that we end up having to choose what we see, until we are masterful enough to see all that is present in other people in a way that gives us all the information we need about how to proceed. Do we push them away or do we draw them in closer?

End of Part 1







authentic self


I drink the water that falls from truth
I eat of the food that is birthed from love
join me please
know your self in that intimate way
that spreads from the center of you
out into the garden growing
out into the water mirror
out into all that will be
leaving behind what was
so you may step into courage
leaving behind fear

drinking from the
cleanest synchronicities
available to us
to human entities
the self inside
expands and contracts
based on intention
vibrations
and alignments with forces
thankfully out of our control
leaving behind control
we fall back into the safety net of
a universal agreement to
help you find and become
the most authentic you that is possible
to become.