ancestor poem: October 2026

 I am a cycle breaker

I weave self love into the fabric of my words

And they are the spells I cast, to unlock the way to healing for my ancestors that were imprisoned in subjugation, oppression and fear.

I am a cycle breaker

I am brave for the ancestors in me who couldn’t speak when they lived, whose voices caught in their throats and trembled when the sound escaped their lips

Who were forced into silence and were expected to be compliant

At the horrific moments that ripped their innocence from them

I am a cycle breaker

One of many who my ancestors prayed for, I keep the loving lonely ones alive in my cells

I share the beating heart in my chest, I give them space to breathe and rest.

Space to breathe and rest.

I am a cycle breaker

I will watch the chaos of the storm

And let it all pass through me, leaving

Droplets of reassurance and thoughtfulness

I am a cycle breaker

Earth and water and blood coursing through

Fire lighting the way on the radiant path

Air is the holy breath

In and out and all around

get free

Tap your hand against your chest, close to your heart

 and start chanting: "let go, get free, it's not about me"

over and over until your feelings start to shift and you start to feel better

then chant: "And now I see, it's more about you"

repeat that enough so you feel what you are saying

Explanation

So, there are two interpretations of this chant that I like. 

One is that you release yourself from feeling that the situation is

all about you, and if someone or something hurt, upset or bothered you.

This chant is a reset for your mind and heart. When you say that it is more  

about you, you are sending back the energy away from you and letting it go

from your space. 

This chant works for personal discomfort, or for when you are hurt. It works to remind you

that life is not all about you, it is about you and your relationship with Spirit. 

The line "It's more about you" gently acknowledges that life is more about Creator than your 

little world. Step back and expand your awareness.

(written by me)

the start

 Make no mistake; I believe in spiritual warfare, that even though I am a spiritual warrior, it is not true that I need to advertise this, beyond a personal blog like this, I will fight in many different ways on many different levels, this multi- dimensional reality calls me and awakens me, affirms me and activates me.

When I assist people in their own healing, I am doing battle with those who do not want them to be free or whole.
So these acts are in defiance of harmful energy and are serving the oneness of all light and love, and the blessings and lessons of darkness in all places where they are needed.
The light and the darkness are not opposite. They work together to align truth that touches all the worlds, known and unknown. It depends on the being/s who wield power and the hidden intentions at work.
In some cases, the intentions are hidden inside the practitioner from themselves.
This is why we all must deeply purify and cleanse ourselves, our psychic channels and inner chambers.
If there are blocks in place, the magic is stunted or stopped or stuck.
Purification and cleansing come in many forms and every being must find methods that are effective for them.

I mean what I say, part 2

 We do not need to idealize some

groups and villainize others

what needs proof, what needs seeing

will reveal itself.

the masks that should crumble will do so

and we will process that accordingly.

this process is being sped up

faster and faster

but there will be points

where the choices become clear.

That is now. Our choices are here.

Choose accordingly. Choose wisely.

I mean what I say

 Some people want to control the narrative

so badly

that they write the peace 

in our humanity 

out of the picture.

Never forget that 

some who became leaders

who claim power

are there strictly to 

abuse it

Never forget that

humanity is forged from 

compassion, beauty

and truth

Those who aim to 

tear that down

will never win,

mark my words. 

in the cosmos

Jumping from rock to rock

jagged sharp edges and shards of glass

become smooth white sand

beneath my feet

changing the instant these feet make contact

with the sharpness and danger.

I release the fear of moving

knowing I have the power of shifting

white sands to carry me through

any of the chaos or pain or numbness

the angels hold me up

loving ancestors help me ground.

The body is a neutral vessel

that is home for the soul and spirit

it is illusion and dishonesty

that leads us away from aligning

with this truth.

In Creators' dream, we are

whole, safe, free and loved. 

we need no scriptures

written by flawed men

just need to read the labradorite

the quartz crystal,

the selenite,

the turquoise, 

the moon stone,

the amber 

the palo santo smoke

the sage leaves

the ripples of waves from

bodies of water.  

Cool breezes like the breath of life

like fire protects from the cold

like water cleanses without asking 

why you are so poisoned and filthy

earth becomes as soft as needed 

when you accept your sacred place in the cosmos

it takes only this knowledge

to feel who and why we are here. 

even when I am the only one

I have more than 

questions now

I have aches and longing

and laughter that changes the whole room

even when I am the only one in it

I have more than questions

I have timid answers that want to be humble

that do not want to ruffle feathers 

but do want to burn down 

the structures of oppression and systemic violence

and allow the collective phoenix to rise

and that is not polite

let us allow real authenticity to lead us

you do not need to be angry to be authentic

but being angry can be authentic and cathartic and real

I have more than questions

for all of us

for each and everyone

for myself and 

my family

for the strangers and the 

closest to me

and the questions hit the wall with force

then slide down to the floor

are they useless?

No, beyond the questions is hope

there is faith

there is a belief in healing and improvement

there are dense green forest mountainsides

blue rivers in deep valleys, rainbow light 

in the mist

of waterfalls crashing

into pools below

and invisible signs that are screaming

Do not extract, do not exploit!!

but I am not sure who else

hears the screams.