Thursday, January 31, 2019

come near

perched above a celestial ocean of mirrors
she embraces truth
leaving offerings for the next travelers
to this dimension
offerings of crystals
radiating high frequencies
of beauty, love, and the powers of cleansing

she comes home to Spirit
after certain battles have drained her dry
and Spirit fills her with light energy
the waters of the radiant heavens
her soul becomes refreshed
anchored in trust
embedded in the powers of Spirit
across all space and time

at some point she will take off
the heavy warrior mask
but not before she has defeated fear
spirit is whispering
come close
come near

Friday, January 25, 2019

Alpha and Omega

Once again, I’m seeing this faith crossroads. Hearing people force themselves to choose between goddess practices and Jesus. I’m heartbroken because I feel sure you don’t need to choose. The Bible and essentially all holy books of the main religions are an ancient game of telephone gone wrong. You know how people play that game? Send a message around the circle and it’s transformed and lost by the last person. The Bible is this game in book form. So many translations and interpretations. So much fear is pumped into our stories and the programming is poison. Love is the law, the teacher, the alpha and the omega. We get so lost in semantics and old translations, we forget we have direct access to the power and spirit of high frequency love, through our hearts, minds; physical and energy bodies.

Saturday, January 19, 2019

Throwback Post from 1996

This is a journal excerpt from 1996, I was 16.

"Now I will try to convert these thoughts into words. Time and events are related obviously. If my childhood ended early that would speed up certain experiences right? Example: A girl is raped at 8 or 9. She learns that sex is not hers, and it is a way to get attention. She goes from boy to boy not ever reclaiming the self which was stolen, sex as a mere tool, a chore and she is almost obsessive about, it is most of her life, all centered around the result from one early experience. Several theories arise from this speculation. What damages us early on shapes and affects us forever. Thus, life will move more slowly, more regulated by natural growth, rather than spurred on by trauma inflicted by certain forces. The patterns all over the face of time and it makes me think. It makes me think I understand why things happen to me when they do and to others. Maybe I overcomplicate it."