call forth

entering the cave of that moment
surrounded by love
inexplicably felt

the guides, the angels
were there with us

we call forth what we want
we expel and banish what we do not want

this is not to be messed with, the magic
of transformation
the calling of the healing
to be a process
to be a reality

we create destiny and it is given
when moments chosen reveal themselves
we give and take away

like the ocean
we create and destroy
like the great spirit
like the forces of nature

discovering that calling upon forces
with clear intent for ceremonies
that nourish and heal
that blast away the unwanted past
that bring us more into
the clarity of the moment
no more karmic traces in your dreams

we speak with light and clarity
cascading into the space
the cave of the moment
given quickly for a purpose
then taken back for a meaning
new light shed
new words said

driven to light

1.
pieces of you are my thoughts
prayers mingle with love
intent
guided by spirit
and
ocean sized tears
but pain is fading, as always
and the sadness is unruly
but it dissipates
into comprehension of these
particular emotions
into compassion into metta
and broken pieces stay with me
like getting ready for a mosaic
like moths on the glass wanting light
driven to light always in motion
always in flight
less is more
I think at times
strive to make sense of the dense mass
that is my night
closing in around my heart
attempting to block my sight
the blues leak from my pores
life drumming a pulse to be felt
I drink in a salt smell of ocean
sized tears
humming
the right
and the wrong
melody
for right now

2.

plants are always growing on the vine
but we do not see them move
bear witness to the stillness, and the growth.

New version of me, and maybe of you, too

The past several years of my life have been like a series of purging phases, getting rid of, getting out of, getting away from.

I invite you to think about what in your life could use purging, what can you release, let go of, choose to end...and know that beyond that action you took or could take, is a more grounded, happy, free you.

This is what I have found. Beyond the phases of purging and changing and transforming through work and conscious effort, I have found a new version of me. It is due to this decision to transform, in many ways and for many reasons, that I feel called now to the Restorative Shamanic Dream Work. This self work has resulted in my ability to more clearly and quickly see and assess where someone is in their journey, I can poetically and gently express it in new ways that an older version of me would not have done.

Now, when faced with the behavior of folks that is quite ugly, I send them metta, loving kindness and I feel the energy around the behavior transform. My loving kindness wishes are palpable, tangible, to me and maybe to others.

I know that as people, we are so often mired in complicated circumstances, and the ability to free yourself is something gurus have always exploited as a concept to wave before the faces of unhappy people. The steps to getting there and the tools to get there are not as easy to find as they are promoted to be.

I hope all can find the right tools, at the right time, when you are truly ready to be free from unnecessary suffering.

Contact me if you want to assess whether my sessions are for you.
julianamiller3@gmail.com

new reading

past: fairness

present: medicine woman

future: boundaries

this is a reading for myself and I will keep a record of sorts to see how the cards represent different moments in time, the meanings left up to the reader

Reading the cards

I have decided to post readings I get every so often, maybe every day maybe less, to show one of the ways I look for inspiration and positive words on my journey. I encourage all of you to get a deck, if this appeals to you, and use it as much as you like to give you a sense of the archetypes that show up in decks to be a form of guidance or just for fun!!

Today from "Goddess Guidance Oracle Cards, by Doreen Virtue "

past : Green Tara, start delegating, Ask others including the goddess to help you instead of trying to do everything yourself

present : White Tara, Sensitivity, you are becoming increasingly sensitive, avoid harsh relationships. environments, situations, and chemicals.

future: Brigit, don't back down, stand up for what you believe is right