the current crossroads

I am inspired to speak on this magnificent crossroads we find ourselves kneeling at. We have waves of cosmic energy to ride, helping us, but if you do not believe in energy in that way, let me translate it another way. There are powerful intense ideas and intentions being communicated across the world in ways that were never possible before now. Examples of this include the messages of progressive transformation embodied by Black Lives Matter and the Bernie Sanders campaign.... There are old paradigms of thought that aim to keep us separated, such as the way people harp on the package that a person comes in, the package that creates labels, like man, woman, trans, black, white, Asian, Muslim and so on. This perpetuation of viewing the package the person presents themselves in, rather than truly hearing seeing and feeling what they bring to the table is one aspect of what the crossroads is offering us as a whole. If we go down that old, ugly road of stereotypes, prejudice, and fear, we will create only more cycles of the same. Now is our chance, and not choosing is still a choice! When we alienate each other, and such is the nature of our elections, we remain stuck in paradigms of paralyzing fears and patterns of manipulation. I urge you to examine the ways in which your actions and words aim to alienate or offer solace to those who suffer, even when we cannot really understand the suffering of that other being. It is easy to see the symbols and representations of what we hate, but the hatred is toxic inside you. It will hurt you far more than it will hurt the object of your hate, whether the symbols and representation of what we hate and want to destroy are promoted by a Politician, an Artist, a Corporation and so on. I suggest that to dismantle the structures that harm us, we need an actual overhaul of how we see the "other'' and how we see ourselves. Nobody is ALL love and light. And nobody is ALL shadow. We have gradient experiences and we all exist on multiple kinds of spectrums. Shifting this kind of thinking in this way, is what, I assert will actually bring a lasting kind of change, a huge amount of relief and the beginnings of the end of certain kinds of very old truly awful human suffering.

Notice

she wrapped her arms around the moon
and spoke directly to the rain
"Next time, love, please be quicker to notice the pain"
All sacred elements do conspire
to balance the wild intention of wind...
with the rapidly spreading heat of fire
we know the power of water can be harnessed
to follow paths of pressing human need
At one time water just simply fell
now they employ a "seed"
Artificial clouds forming, excessive garbage in the sea
so many wars raging,
from which we must set ourselves free
she wrapped her arms around the moon
and from deep inside arose a melody to croon
please bring back vision, help us cultivate sight
from the pale first light of dawn,
to the velvet blackness of night

an echo from your body

Take off your skin
your mask
what was it you meant to ask
consenting to only
part of the experience
how do you ever know
what will really happen
once you say
yes
once you
undress
there is much more to the process
we just cannot name or predict
will she always be the derelict
take off your mask
because the skin
is embroiled in controversy
you can jump right in
you can make it hard
to distribute each shard
of broken masks
but the skin is intact
gender is screaming from the body
the body that
glistening gleaming
has been treated to the
most intimate kisses
and you planted
seeds for the disses
you diss her so you wont miss her
and stand firm on the ground of
denial
that was always your style
a way to get through it clean
you never needed to say then,
what you really mean
from your body
arises an echo of your past
swimming away from it fast
there you go
there you know
and if only
you would be immersed in the flow
taking you away from that echo
taking you toward the resolution
again
and again
until
forms pass
and the essence remains
and until the essence dissipates
and all has been felt
all has been heard
nothing more is needed
not one more word.

what just happens

I said the wind would swoop in again

you were waiting weren't you?

I forgot our passion and our key

you were hoping weren't you?

I took a mental picture and stepped away

you were a sight to behold, weren't you?

you are a divine child with untold powers aren't you?

Rhapsody just happens. We did not intend this

do we?

we do not sketch it out and expect it to be real, do we?

we don't know what it is about the gods and goddesses

inspiring them to give us such powers, do we?

we may ask them for help and pull faith from the void

carve out intentions on the rock of your fears

leaving nothing of your fears when you are done

and all of your intentions

and all of  your actions

and all of your truth

and fears dissolve

and faith is pulled from the void

and nothing more is needed

in order to proceed

Leaving the light on, from Candle light to electricity, from here to infinity

The human race, in its infancy and for some time after, was a very different presentation of animals from how it presents now. In other words, we are a different animal, with new skills born of new machinery and machinations, and lost skills that were the ones directing us to the miracles of the old worlds, the old countries, the old and deep ancestral kinds of magic.

We had skills for telepathy and healing and leisure activities that were separate from what the printed word could influence and also the skills were totally separate from what we deal with now in terms of access to the mysteries and miracles of modern technology.

As the human race, we have evolved from creating the epic cave paintings and other equally impressive art, to the kind of art that has been manufactured and manipulated by different agendas that aim to commercialize our intent. I assert that most of what we take in now has been chewed up and spit out by capitalism or otherwise cheapened by the confusion and greed of the minority who possess tremendous wealth on this planet.

I see no point in listing the ways in which I am calling for the truth and I trust that those reading this are in tune with what is happening enough to know what I am saying is aligned with a factual assessment of this situation.

What can we create? What kind, color, and texture are the potential miracles born from our own liberation from the powers that be seeking to keep us imprisoned in war like mentalities? Yes, war has been with us from the beginning, we live in a realm of duality and it takes a certain kind of intelligence to hold two or more opposing truths or points of view as all equally true and possible, despite the glaring contradictions.

Forces that intend to keep us away from our birthright as psychically open, vibrationally clean and clear, whole beings, are the same forces that trumpet fear and violence as a means to an end, when in fact, all violence will ever really do is beget more violence. In the same vein, peace and reconciliation will beget more of the same. Forgiveness will liberate us from the cycles of monsters creating monsters in their own image, with their vibrationally askew paths of negative karma.

Who needs that? Nobody. Truly, nobody.

Being able to sit calmly and peacefully with opposing points of contradiction gets to the heart of what is needed to resolve the potentially warring factions in your mind. Of course, the mind is where all wars begin. The heart has the intelligence and power to resolve these wars. Union of heart and mind aligned with the intention to serve the highest good, the peaceful way is what we can aim for.

We incarnate for many purposes. An individual soul has many assignments and goals upon getting into a body and receiving the gift of being alive on earth. The challenges, the pain, the suffering, the battles on so many levels, it is all part of the set up that earth presents and it is our individual and collective mission to evolve in harmony with the ancient wisdom of our mother/father planet. I see earth as both or all genders, here before we came, and existing long after our mortal bodies have perished.

Freedom to choose and human rights

Recently, I made a choice that reverberates off of the walls of my surroundings. I say this in such an epic manner because I must declare how incredibly blessed I feel that I have access to the resources I do, in this case, it is good health care and the freedom to choose.

As a woman, I am familiar to all kinds of expectations placed upon me by society at large. I buckle under the pressure of some of them at times and at other times I am rebelling out right, head held high.

One major decision every fertile woman encounters, whether she wants to or not, is the decision to become a mother. She is faced with the idea of being pregnant, giving birth and then having the baby in all its dependent glory. Some women are incredibly enthusiastic about wanting this, while at the other end of the spectrum, women feel like they want to do anything they can to prevent it!

I am of the mind that I will do anything I can to prevent pregnancy. I will not share reasons, that is too personal, but I will reveal that I have had a surgery now that ensures I will not have to worry about it.

I do this with the awareness hovering of women who are not blessed in the same way, who, whether through the pressure put on them or any number of factors, cannot choose what I did, even if they truly want a choice.

My fervent hopes are burning bright for all women to have a choice, and access to the health services needed.

If you are with me in this creation of hope, please do what you can to support women who choose to refrain from giving birth so that every child truly is prepared for and wanted. This way those who are born will benefit from being born to a woman who was utterly certain she wanted a child and all that comes with raising the child. 

Our world truly needs this and only when this happens in every community will we have a world that is moving toward committing to the basic human freedom and dignity for all women, that is not a privilege but a human right.

let me see

dreaming the last few nights
unearthed some inexplicable acts
betrayal, connection to a person who has
distanced herself
presentations of situations that I cannot
easily analyze
into messages from the
spirit realms
wishing to contact me
so I send out a message
to those realms
and ask they become
more clear for me
for my lessons to become
crystal
healing stone quality
in the palm of my hand
in the cradle of the warm sand
let me see
what has been planned

what we want to recognize

the inside of the deepest secret
was on the tip of your tongue
we remember so little of when
we were so young
feeling so much older and
so much bolder than
what became
the essence of truth
I found my way here
there is no fountain of youth

I left the temple to find a
refuge
I left the refuge to seek the truth
I fell for so many
who never even noticed
I loved so many who never
even believed I could have what I
have now
but the story began to work out
in the most comforting way
and for the biggest price
you expect you will not pay

thank the stars
and the middle of the earth
for that voyage
you take me out of context
I put myself right back in
she took the trust
ripped in out into pieces
now she sees those broken pieces
now she knows that hopeless place
while all others try to tell her
to forget all who came before
and all the ones who run themselves
ragged trying to fit into the
rat race, the master schedule
but problems inevitably arise
no one can tell when
they are supposed to stop
or start without that arbitrary
excellence
that they call from within themselves

the gods are nothing
without those who worship them
the people are nothing
without worship as energy source
and she is left wondering
whether the gods are real
or this life is real
or anything that is pulled into question
into reality
is the ultimate of what we want to
recognize
she had so many people show interest
but she found herself inside a glass bubble
of isolation
which of course she created

thank the stars for this voyage