Being able to "see" and "know"

Some of us are aware that people can have uncanny abilities that defy scientific explanations so far. We may call them Clairsentient =clear feeling, Claircognizant =clear knowing, Clairaudient =clear hearing or Clairvoyant =clear sight.

All of these may appear one at a time for some, or overlap at times, there are many ways these abilities arise.

When I am able to know about a person or situation, as a Claircognizant person, I often receive an impression or some information inexplicably and then I get a confirmation that I am right or wrong. Generally, I am right, at least to some degree. The reason a person is often right to some degree is that some information is subjective, so it depends on where you are standing, so to speak, when you are assessing what you see, know or feel.

Since I am less clairvoyant and have more of the other three gifts, I do not "see" as much as I feel or know. For example, I will have a conversation with another human, and I will get a strong urge to give them a message, and that message comes with an urgency that is not from me, but from another source wishing to connect with that person. I relay the message and may or may not reveal that it came from that clear knowing ability. Sometimes it is fine to just give a message. Other times, it feels relevant to reveal to them, and I know they can receive the information, that the source of the message was from Spirit. 

movements of the soul

reaching down through layers of 

heavy earth, I feel the breeze at the top 

of my branches

I know when I hear someone

speaking from their heart

I heard through the language cloaking

the heart of the matter

that he was in a stage of purification

a cleanse for his whole being

what religion had done, he was painstakingly 

undoing if it had been damaging and he was 

realizing how damaging it had been

telling people about Jesus in away

that felt inauthentic, what could be worse

for someone who deeply practiced authenticity

he knew now, somehow, that he did not need

specific practices for this cleanse to work

he just needed to clarify, trust, and move with the movements

of his soul. 

God will take care of the rest. 

and so with this Grace he has been granted

his angels draw near to him

listening and extracting the poisons he

unknowingly ingested. 

taking in poison, all the while being

told it is wisdom, that it is good food. 

Our souls know when we are spiritually malnourished

and when we have been harmed without even

knowing it. 

thirteen years

So it has been thirteen years since I have started this blog. It feels like lifetimes ago that I was at the beginning. So instead of catching up by explaining all that has happened through those years I will just tell you what happened today. 

Amidst many mundane tasks, I decided to reach out with a question. I asked my mother in law, whom I love, about God and fear and love. 

Why should I fear God if God is love? She said it had more to do with a reverence for God than a fear. She said God casts out all fear. It is more about the consequences of your actions, which God either has ruled as good or bad, than it is about fear. 

So while it remains to be seen how all of this seeking unfolds, for now, I understand what she means. 

I got in touch with a friend with whom I have had a very complicated relationship. For a few moments, while reading her message to me, I was elated and filled with the excitement I often felt when she and I would be in contact. 

The human spirit is massively complex. We are multi-dimensional and are working with any given number of frequencies at any given time. I loved her, I healed with her, I helped heal her, I could not sustain our connection past certain events in our lives. 

But now, I have extended that olive branch and she has enthusiastically received it. I know that I learned a great deal from her. There were imbalances in our dynamic in some ways, but over time I remember more that was good and nourishing and exciting than the other challenges we had. When you go that deep with a person there are bound to be challenges.

 Mostly now, I remember the powerful bond we had and how we explored the psychic and dreaming arts, other dimensions of reality and so many practices all while remembering the temporary nature of our dream on the planet. It is hard to sum up. I am excited to connect with her at this time, with the configurations and constellations of now affecting our interactions. May we enter into this phase with more compassion, respect, clarity and magic than ever. 

songs

 My soul is a big question mark

At the end of no question in particular

I smile at the butterflies moving by

For the reminders they bring

Amidst the sweetness and the sadness

They sing

My whole being is this run on sentence

In no language in particular

I smile at the rain when it comes

For the reminders it brings

Amidst the recovery and the resilience

It sings