too much

blood and bones

rivers and stones

eventually it is all ripped from me

Or maybe we will be sifting through 

and dissolving

back to the elements

earth and air

fire and water

we cannot grasp mystery 

too much like sand between your toes

and fingers

too much like water running over your 

wrists and palms

too much like breezes high up

in the tall trees

feeling the weather in my knees

too much like crystals glinting in 

moonlight

too much like dreaming

with all my might

no rhythm, no patterns 

except for the shadows of leaves on 

dusty ground

too much like I love you

more than words can express

felt it all before the world's collapse

in on itself and 

starting over 

like mystery

too much like 

mystery

web of protection

I might take off the mask

I might lift the veil

My love is not transactional

My love is not for sale

This journey has been treacherous

This path has many turns

I feel the truth pulsing at my temples

I feel the energy guiding me

toward the healing I have sought

It is in my web of protection

with all the powers I have caught

speaking silent questions into a night sky

you pause as if just passing by

every atom in every cell awakened

at the thought of that rumored love

a love that also dwells in my web of protection

with all the powers I have caught 

with all the healing I have sought

I might take off the mask

I might lift the veil

My love is not transactional 

My love is not for sale

you may tell me all your names

you gathered down the ancestral trail

picking wild peppermint

harvesting edible flowers

gathering nourishment from earth

feeling the wind blow

holding space with room to grow

aligning with integrity 

and the sacred flow

Revolt

the planets are aligning

to bring us change

but we are only a few steps closer to

what we want

if we work at closing the distance

between where we have been

and where we need to be, perhaps 

the moon will be pleased

and the sun will get shinier

being the star we are closest to 

and the revolution of earth around sun

makes way for 

revolution on earth

but really it will be a telepathic one

a revolution from within

a revolt from the toxic systems that 

hold us prisoner, sometimes literally

but other times it is a potent metaphor

gathering us all together

with the power of the planets in our solar system

creating new ways to walk

the path

to liberation, love and long -lasting justice

for those most in need of all three. 

balance

 tell me the story

of how we survive this

tell me the story of how

we become that light at the end of the tunnel 

and how we harness the energy

to overcome the turbulence

hold the evil accountable

see them trembling before 

the Spirits of Justice

who know each and every one by name

by signature energy bodies

tell me the story 

of how good triumphs over evil

how we are made from cosmic dust

in this we can trust

and how matter was never created and is

never destroyed

all we have ever done is change form

tilt the balance this way and that

until achieving homeostasis 

tell me the story

we are writing 

as we write it 

as we live it 

as we show up for it. 

Refuse your orders

boots on the ground

soldiers

wake up 

wake up now!! 

refuse your orders

distance yourself from the war

and potential of war

and rumors of war

call out the powers that be

that wish to see

the ones with less power

spilling blood in the streets

refuse your orders

say no to the generals, the officers

the ones who want to call the shots

 who, too often, do call the shots 

literally. 

refuse your orders

give up that killing wish

give up that seat of blood and death

masquerading as power

be strong and be peaceful

align yourself with 

justice and peace- loving ancestors

in your lineage

they want you

they wish for you

they need you to carry out

what they couldn't always do

refuse your orders

let the angels of compassion 

fall into your mind space

your heart space

your speech, your thoughts, your deeds

all that is good and right in the spirit world 

will come to aid you if you do this

there is no other

there is no us and them

there is no enemy to exterminate

no blood needs to be spilled, 

nobody needs to be killed.

Release/Surrender

I release all the energy I don't need

I release all the energy that is not mine

I release all emotions that I don't need

I release all emotions that are not mine

I surrender to unconditional love 

I surrender to unconditional compassion

I surrender to the deepest levels of peace

I surrender to kindness

I release all that blocks me from the peace

I release all that blocks me from the love

I delete old contracts that had me stuck and unhappy

I delete old contracts that get in my way of happiness and freedom

I delete all contracts

that bind me to people and situations that are harmful

I delete all habits that are harmful

I call in and create contracts with high vibrational frequencies

I call in that which serves my deepest good

I call in that which upon close examination is understood

I pray this understanding leads to a gentle landing. 

mountains

the questions I have

are buried beneath the black mountains

the black soil

the green of the plants and trees

underneath the clean, crisp, blue pools 

of the waterfalls you find there

are good for

places to bury secrets and questions

the secrets I have 

are buried beneath the grey and brown mountains

tallest trees reaching over 

and around and up and down

making good distractions

and hiding places

the animals know the secrets and questions are there

but they respect the hiding. 

they know about hiding. 

when you reach a key frequency within your

energy body, the natural world will 

align with you

 

and once you are aligned with the natural world

you move about this planet differently

knowing your secrets and questions

are being held by earth guardians

compassionate ones

held by love

held in love

held with love

repeatedly reminding me

whispering

they are here when you need them

they are ready

we are ready

take your time, yes, 

take your time